skin-n-bones:

I’ve been biting out the inside of my cheeks. I’ve been sitting instead of standing in the shower. I’ve been pretty sad lately. I’ve been ignoring your phone calls, deleting your voicemails without listening to them. I’ve been acting like I was tough shit. I’ve been living inside of seconds, bed sheets, feelings, sunsets, the looks you shoot me in the rearview mirror. I’ve been no one in particular. I think soon enough I’m going to wake up and become the sum of all my misdeeds put together. I will become the shooting pain in your chest, the bad taste in your mouth. You keep rinsing out your mouth but you can’t spit me out.

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